Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in dkagonfly's LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
8:14 am	A quick IRC rant. Time has Gone By. Things have changed, but are still the same. I still feel the HATE from the OTHER place. the silent ones... they sit there and watch sometimes "the path of least resistance" means... "lazy good for nothing lamo" sometimes it means "peace" I talk to myself now, I've gotten used to it sometimes... I want to dive into big brother, into the mind control, so I can fit in. sometimes, I want to destroy big brother... but.. I wonder will it free those feeble minds? the minds that were so easily controlled? I'm a fighting a losing battle? big brother has it all topsy turvey, those who speak out should be EXILED, labeled MAD, CRAZY conformity is praised, rewarded with... anti-lonliness we are a herding creature with the instinct to herd maybe.. we are a crop, we are so COWLIKE JHVA-1 will slice us into steaks. and eat us MOOOO moo I say! save the cows? why why? I don't know! I love them, even the ones that make me angry,I forgive them,because.. I I KNOW,I CAN SEE WHAT IS GOING ON I realize,with my real eyes,the real lies PUSHING LITTLE CHILDREN,WITH THIER FULLY AUTOMATICS,THEY LIKE TO PUSH THE WEAK AROUND secret wars drugs fashion sex money greed love hate religion philosophy comedians comedians, they will save the day the great ones, the truth seekers, the truth tellers THE EXILED will RISE not to rule, but to DESTROY DESTROY THE EVIL MIND CONTROL me I I will fight with my words,with my jokes I will be there in the battle I have given my life to this mission of freedom not Free ER free DOM it's ok to be alone,I know, because... I I'm not like them I am diffrent I am SUBGENIUS I will fight the fight, battle the conspiracy, day by day, I,will stop them "If I can't whup it, I'll go down" crazy they are crazy I tell you don't listen to them US WE LOVE YOU, JOIN US, join us, or die, conform, do as your told, do not go against the grain, DO IT, NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, NO I WONT DO IT, I WONT CONFORM, I WONT FIT IN, it is my secret desire, not to fit in, FUCK EM, FUCK THEM, IF, THEY CANT TAKE A JOKE, FUCK ME, IF, I CANT TAKE A JOKE, false slack, fuck that, THE SUBGENIUS, is born with slack, sees through the false slack, PULLS THE WOOL, over, thier own eyes, The wool, the shroud, the viel, of sight, the real eyes, of sight, the third eye, some, can see, the truth, as I know it, since, I gave up LIES, no one, can lie to me, yasee, bullshit, lies, they dont work on us truth tellers, we are blessed, with the gift, of eternal truth, a painfull gift as they all are, these gifts, karma tastes like shit,I got a big pile to eat and.. I will eat that shit with a smile, because, I KNOW, once it is balanced,once it is over, I will be whole again and I KNOW that day gets closer every day and I KNOW THEY THE ONES that hurt they might they might be in paradise with me not some heavenly paradise a paradise of self virtue SLACK SLACK SLACK I SAY! TRUE SLACK! DAMN RIGHT, the path of least resistance, slack is a gift, a journey, a mission, THAT BOOK, is a damn good book, a total mind fuck, and... I LIKE IT One of my many rants. I've moved into a new apartment. I have pretty much left FEFnet. My ghost is there from time to time. My website... http://www.clench.org/ is more of my journal. I constantly work on it.. well... sometimes. Been framing houses in the hot sun. Working my ass off... paying probation... being good. Behaving... conforming... being clean and sober. Maggie is wonderfull. The apple of my eye. SHE is the one... who makes me so happy. Thanks for luck tilt. The slack is rolling in. Current Mood: enlightened self aware happy Current Music: System of a Down. Toxcicity (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
3:21 pm	Life goes on We're desperately trying to move out of our home... The harrasment has increased... A load of our laundry has disapeered. We had boxes of dishes, silverware, pots and pans... All have disapeered. I can't prove a thing... I do have one form of revenge/avenge. These are the people I think are harrasing me... And this is a link to the drug bust they were in. Tanasha Matranga is her name. Jerry Edge is her boyfriend. I've been harrased to the point of a nervous breakdown. All I can do is spread the word about them.... http://www.universitydaily.net/vnews/display.v/ART/2003/09/22/3f6e288b5c860 We hope to move out this week. Pray for us. Times are tough. We need to escape this hellhole of a house. I'm generating as much money as I possibly can. Wish me luck guys. We sure need it here. -Doktor Agon Fly Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: backwoods KUT tunes. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 28th, 2004
4:18 am	la deee daaa I'm totally mental lately. I'm scared to go outside. REALLY I think some pink will try and crash a car into me or something. The insomnia is out of control. I sleep 4 hours one day, 12 hours the next. ALthough, I know people are supposed to be more like cats. Scientists have proven (i have no links to back this up) that people are supposed to eat when they want, sleep when they want. A schedule to sleep and eat. THAT's the CON. I need a job bad... the jobs here are very very lame. I will have to suffer at an absolutely horrible job this week, I know it. The bills demand I pay them. I'll have to take shit from someone half my IQ again. Thats ok, I need the money. I need the money to escape the hellhole I'm in. Things will pick up. I can feel it. Slack is a comin, it always shows up after the crap is being flung. THE SUBGENIUS MUST HAVE SLACK I'm delerious, and actually drowsy now. I have a viscious sleep cycle. I pray it will end. I want frop soooooo bad, but know I can't. the consequences are too severe. 8 more months! and I'll be free. or free er I should say. asleepy, over, and out. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
10:27 pm	Topsy Turvey I'm totally on the other side of the spectrum lately. Extremely happy and energetic. I have roughly 20 days of the frop. I had smoked for 12 years. I sneak a drink now and then, even though I'm not supposed to. I'm loving this gang wars game I'm playing. It helps me deal with it all. I'm a real life reformed smuggler. The game helps me live out the "Kingpin" fantasy. I've been trying to learn html and get my clench site going. http://www.clench.org/ I repaired a roof today, and made some much needed cash. Hopefully the weather will stay good. Business is rough for me. My neice is a phone hogging slut bitch whore speedfreak self centered junkie. She's been talking on the phone all night... When I wake up in the morning, the batteries are dead. She's been telling the people who call for me... that I am not here. I lost my last job over it.... grumble grumble. I will have to buy a cell phone, or run a phone line to my room... Cell phone might be better... since she's answering the calls on call waiting, and lying to the folks on the other end. It's rough though, I cant really afford a cell phone. She did this thing last week, she disconnected the family answering machine, and set hers up in her room... I've been running an ad in the paper for a month now, to try to score jobs... She locks up her room, so I couldn't check the messages. I told her I thought all of this was uncool... I'm like "This is disrespectfull yo" She's like "Likewise, I dont get any respect from you" I think "Respect a junkie, who is ruining the whole families life, telling twisted lies, and playing games" I proceeded to rip the phone line out of her room. Her parents took her side. No biggie, I'll let her win her war... she wants us to move out. Although, if I had money, this would be alot easier. I'll buy that house in austin, one way or another. And move out of this shit town. I'll fullfill my dreams, I know it. I'll end up in a log cabin, that I will build myself. I'll grow a field of frop. I'll live in the Rocky Mountains, and fullfill my dream of snowboarding all winter. And hiking all summer. I'll smoke small amounts of kind frop nightly, and wait for the Xists to save the day. I'll buy a 100 acres, and build cabins for all my friends... and give them loans at little to no interest, so they can live the dream to. I'll plow driveways in the winter, and build cabins all summer. I'll run a little grocery/gas station/bar/post office. I'll be the mayor, the judge, and the sherrif. I'll call it Dobbstown. It will be a small tiny town in Colorado, maybe. I'll take massive amounts of peyote, and bark at the moon. My dream will come true, one way or another. I have the skills. I hope over the next two years, I can restore my tainted credit, and get a loan to make this happen. Before I get old and die. I'll have devivals yearly for all my pals to come check out our own little piece of heaven. I'll call myself Jesus, fuck everyones wives, and sell guns on the side. (Just kidding folks, I hope that was a good laugh) The rest is serious. I want to live in the mountains, sooooooooo bad. Life's little ups and downs amaze me. Today was a good day. TRAVELLER, play gang wars for 2 minutes, and set payouts to GANG ACCOUNT. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Some jazzy stuff on national public radio. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 15th, 2004
2:31 pm	I'm still cranky lately. Off to a good start. Daily, I feel more and more exiled by my Subgenius pals. Not all. But there are a few pimples I would like to pop. An overwhelming amount of stress has entered my life. I'm now on probation. Aye, It is a crime I didn't commit. I'm sure I am one of many who feels totally screwed by the american justice system. They pile us in there last week. (probation) I see a group of people being treated like the shitscum of the universe. I make up in my mind quickley... MOST OF THESE PEOPLE ARE JUST NON CONFORMISTS. Aye, I whiffed out the criminals among them. Those fucks should be jailed. They show us this fuckity fuck flick... How probation is here to HELP. I'm thinking "Fuck this, this is no god damn help. I'm a good guy, who believes very strongly in doing the right thing. I'm in here with criminals, and other suckers like me. I even paid a god damn lawyer to defend me" My fuckface of a lawyer... Tryed to talk me into probation the whole time. What a lazy money grubbing asshole. I was FUCKING INNOCENT. Just another reason I drool for the end times. Turn my life around HA. Here's a good one: I get offered a job out of state, and desperately need it. I build houses, and this winter slump has been awfull. Finally, I get a badass job offer. I tell the guy who offers me the job "Well, I'm on probation, I have to report and ask permission to leave the state" He's like "Sure thing, let me know, and I'll bus you in ASAP" I call the fuckface of a probation officer. "I need permission to leave the state for work" Fuckface replies "Sure, I don't see a problem with that" I'm like "Great, well I'm off for 7-14 days" Fuckface says "Oh, can you come in next tuesday" Me "No, I'll be out of state" Fuckface "Well, I'm sorry, you need to come in next tuesday" Me "Ok, see you on Tuesday" SO, I KISS THE JOB GOODBYE. HELP ME TURN MY LIFE AROUND. HA! More like destroy my life to feed into the system so they can fuck the next generation harder. Fuck the state of Texas. Fuck lazy lawyers. Fuck goody goody cops who profile and discriminate. Fuck probation. Oh yeah. Fuck all the motherfuckers who are to lazy to vote. I hate you the most. America is a crock of shit. I expect the CIA to pick me off for speaking out anyways. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 13th, 2004
10:39 pm	Pink motherfucker stealing my slack. So, some pink fuck shows up in my favorite chat. Next thing you know all pinks are welcome. Mother fucker windows pushing, flu shot supporting asswipes. Ug. Makes me sick. Makes me fucking sick. I'll probably be the first person to get kicked out of X-day for tent jumping pink motherfuckers. (Comment on this)
10:08 pm	I'm mean. I'm mean lately. Fucking Conspiracy put me on probation. No more frop. Fuckers! Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK. Oh yeah. I'm sick to my stomach. Recently a bunch of pink fuckers are in my favorite chatroom. Paid up pinks make me sick. Ummm. I'm done. (1 Comment |Comment on this)